Mostly stupid though.
But, lonely, yeah.
I wanted to go see The Monuments Men and mom wanted me to have someone to go with and I don't really have any friends, but I texted my friend Jenna and she was at someone's house and it got me thinking. I really have no friends. Like the kind I hang out with. I never ever have plans. Hell, I've never even been to a party. I'm really lonely. I've been in my room crying for the last twenty minuted because it just really fucking depressed me. I'm fucking eighteen and I have no life, no friends. Nothing. I'm hopeless and ugly and stupid and lonely.
And I think I'm coming down with something. My throat hurts and I've been warm all day.
I'm gonna go take a bath and try to not cut myself, because I really really want to right now.
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