Ok, here's the deal. I'm chubby and ugly and I look like a kid. I know all this. I know that there is no way in hell anyone's ever going to be interested in me and I'm going to end up alone in life. That's a fact and I have accepted it. But, I fool myself all the time that someone might like me. I know it's stupid and I'm only going to hurt myself in the long run, but everyone wants to find love right?
The point is this: Pennys, where I work, is right next to Hot Topic, which is a bad idea because I'm in there almost every week buying shit I don't need. But there's this guy the works there and I see him a lot and he's really attractive and really sweet. Anyway, last night I was at work and this guy and a friend of his just randomly walked through the home department and they were like watching the register where I was, then they did like wide u-turn and walked right past the register where I was.
I know it's totally in my head, but I felt like maybe they were looking at me and, I don't know, I felt good. Every girl wants to feel like people find her attractive and I never feel that. I know, I'm stupid. Really, really, stupid. Ugh
Time to get ready for work now. Hopefully the bad roads kept people home, but I doubt it.
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