So, I finally got my FAFSA done. Honestly, it wasn't as bad as my sister made it out to be. It took maybe a half hour. Noe I should really look into actually applying to a college. But part of me wants to take a semester or so off, but I also know that I should just start with college. It's what my mom wants me to do, so I probably should. What I don't get is that, until we graduate, we're expected to go to class when they say, sit, still, not talk, ask to go to the bathroom, and all that shit. Then, BOOM, you graduate and everyone expects you to decide what you want to do for the rest of your life and go to school for it. I just don't know right now.
And I'm scared of failing. I know I'm dumb and I know I'm never going to be as good or as successful as my sister, so I don't even want to try because I just have this sinking feeling in my gut that I'm not going to be able to do it and I'm going to fail.
One more thing, totally off topic. I adore Adrien Brody, I really really do,
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