Ok, so sorry you guys. I've been really busy with school this week, trying to do some catch up because I didn't get a lot done, what with what was happening with my eye and shit. On top of which, I've been working, studying for the ACTs (which are tomorrow morning and I'm freaking out), and staying up way too late. I actually just got done with school a bit ago. I shit you not, I wrote three different papers today. THREE. ONE THOUSAND. WORD. PAPERS. Do you realize how much that is when you have that in three different classes and you're supposed to get it all done in five days? And you have a job and a house and a little brother to help with? Fucking hell. Anyway
There's a new girl at work, Erin. She's really sweet and her sister works there too and I like her, but she makes me feel like so much shit. She's gorgeous. Seriously drop dead gorgeous. And tall and skinny and funny. Basically, everything I'm not. I already hate myself and shit like this doesn't really help.
I don't know, I think I'm stressed. I cut again a few nights ago. My first time in over a month. Or maybe around a month. I don't know. I was really angry at myself but it was such a release and, I'm sorry but, I felt really calm and relieved afterward, like I always do. I'm trying to stop, but it's hard.
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