So, yeah: The Sqeuel

Ok yeah, maybe I ditched Josh the other night, but two nights ago we went to the movies. First off, The Imitation Game is amazing and god bless Benedict Cumberbatch and you should all go see this amazing film. Also, Josh told me he liked me. I kind of walked into it, there was a scene in the film and I remarked to him how stupid I thought that people always felt the need to be so coy about their feelings towards other people and how they never just said what they felt. He leaned towards me and said, "Hey?" and I'm like, "Yeah?" and he just goes, "I like you.". But, no, I did the worst thing anyone can do. I stared at him and said, "Oh...Um, thank you. That's, uh, sweet." And I felt really bad about it. But, here's the thing, I like this guy. I think I may even like like him, but I just met him. I'm not even comfortable around people I've known for a long time, so how the hell am I supposed to be comfortable around this guy I just met? The thing is, I literally hate myself, so how am I supposed to spend time around someone who I know likes me? He did, however, understand when I told him that I like him but I would need to get to him better first. He also told me that he had never been in a relationship, which I hadn't either and that relaxed me a bit. So, I think I'm going to hang out at his house after work tonight and meet some of his friends. So, we'll see how that goes,