I hate the first week. Having to find your classroom and decide where you're going to sit. I'm not comfortable in my classroom until the third week usually, so this blows. But I only have one more first class, so we'll see how it goes. I'm actually really excited because it's a Theater class and it's Shakespeare and my English teacher from last year is teaching it and I love him. I actually didn't meet the prerequisites for the class but I talked to him and he let me enroll anyway. I'm stoked.
So, there's this guy. He's a friend of one of the girls I work with and I met in at orientation way back in August and I hadn't talked to him since. Anyway, apparently he found out that I worked with a girl he knew and he asked her about me and she asked me if she could give him my number and long story short we sat in the library and talked for an hour yesterday and it was nice and terrifying. His name's Josh and we're into a lot of the same stuff and he's really cool and he told Danielle that he's had a crush on me since school started and she told me and I wish she hadn't because I'm ugly and stupid and people don't have crushes on me what the fuck. And, oh yeah, he asked me if I wanted to hang out last night and I said no so he asked me again today and I said yes so apparently we're hanging out after my last class and I'm having a panic attack just thinking about it because what the hell how do people act in situations like this I have no clue what to do and I need a lot of help. So I'm sitting in the library stressing about our impending hanging out. I feel like I don't know him well enough to just be like, "Man, you're cool, but I'm having a panic attack so I'm just going to go home and do homework." And how am I supposed to get to know him if I don't hang out with him? How do people hang out? What's expected of me? Christ, I'm getting dizzy. I'm freaking out about this and I just want to not do this.
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