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So, it looks like they're going to be tomorrow afternoon, like 5-6, somewhere in there. I hate this. I hate that I need these pictures. In all honesty, if my mom didn't have her heart so set on it, I wouldn't even bother. I hate cameras. I hate looking at them. I hate how I look in pictures. I hate how I look in real life. I hate how I look. I hate this. But I'm going to go and smile and do it and probably come home and cry. I don't know what it is, but whenever I have to get photos done, I just start crying, then I have to hold it in until I'm done with them. School pictures the last five years were hell, let me tell you. so I'm not really excited for this. Also, scars again, I know I mention it a lot, but they're a big part of my life, sad as that is. But I kind of have my outfit planned out, so I think I'm going with long sleeves. I should look ok. I just hate this so much.