I wrote this at 8:50 last night, didn't have internet so I'm posting now.

So, I was supposed to see Divergent last night, but the friend who I was going with was too tired after her shift at Lowe's, so it got called off. That means that I sat in the parking lot after work for half an hour on a Thursday night for her to call and say she was too tired. So we rescheduled for tonight. You know, no big deal, whatever. Then, we plan for tonight and I have my ticket bought and paid for and I'm all excited. I had actually just done my hair and put a bit of hairspray in it when she texts me and says she can't go tonight because her mom needs her car. Straight up, I feel like she just doesn't want to hang out with me and I've been in my room crying for an hour. If she tries to schedule again I'm just going to tell her I'm busy. Honestly I'm really upset about it. I mean, if she doesn't want to go see it with me she should just tell me. I know it's just a dumb movie, but I don't have any other friends to go with because the few people whose number I have are either in other states or they wouldn't want to go with me. I'm just gonna go to bed early and be really rested for work tomorrow morning.

Yeah, I actually work tomorrow morning, I'm so excited. During the week, I only work nights because of high school and stuff, so I'd love to open and work mornings on the weekends but usually they're like 'lol nope you can close for five days straight what' At least I had today off, I had to close for four days straight before today. In short, I think hell with be a busy department store with only two registers.

I got a really cute skirt at TJMaxx today. It's really simple and long and black and it comes up just a bit in the front so you can see my feet. I love it and my mom just about pissed herself when she saw I bought a long skirt she was so excited.

Yeah, I think I'm just trying to distract myself from the fact that Jenna fucking canceled two nights in a row. I'm hurt and upset, but I'm just getting angry now. It's fucking bullshit, that bitch. I'm done. Maybe I will just go, I have the damn ticket, then I can tell her that I had already bought the ticket so I just went anyway. I'll go by myself, but I'll probably tell her that I went with some friends, because I'm a petty little dick. Yeah, fuck Jenna, I'm going to the goddamn movie. Ok, see you later.