So, I like porn. I really do. I have a problem with the objectification and subjugation of women, but there is porn that doesn't treat women like that. And that's the kind of porn I watch, when I watch porn. I do have one big issue with porn, and that's how it makes me feel.
As someone who utterly hates her body, I don't like watching women, many of whom have my ideal body type, on camera. It makes me hate my body even more and I can't do it, I can't really bring myself to watch porn anymore. Like, I'm not even cool with watching it with my boyfriend, and it's not because I have a problem with porn itself, but when I watch porn, I compare my body to theirs and it makes me hate myself and it usually makes me end up crying.
I know it's stupid and weird, but that's why I don't watch porn anymore.
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