In the words of Outkast: Alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright. And here's what I'm talking about: my damn internet. It sucks it really hard. So my mom got home from work this morning and instead of calling the service provider because of the issues we'd been having for a few weeks now, she went to sleep because she was, and I quote, "Too tired to put up with them for twenty minutes." Fine, well, that's all well and good but how the hell am I supposed to get schoolwork done if I have no internet? It literally makes zero sense. It's a HOMESCHOOL PROGRAM, so the fact that I'm constantly having to go elsewhere lately almost everyday just kind of pisses me off. I know it's a minor thing, but it feels like a big deal to me because she's been saying she's going to call for a few days now and she hasn't yet. My parents are one of the huge reasons I have trust issues. They never come through on anything they say and it makes me sure that everyone is going to fail me so I never trust anyone with anything big.
I kind of hate myself sometimes. All the times. I don't know. I was having an alright night at work and I have no idea what happened but I just started crying and I couldn't stop. I was actually in the corner like crying and I was trying to stop but I couldn't and I don't know why. It sucks, and that's why I hate myself.
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